the way it is !

All this time I've been asking for this moment, craving for this to happend, in order for me to move on and be "happy" again .... Happiness is just so easy to get, because God give us every single day , a gift , being alive , and Im so tankfull for that , i really do...
going back to the "moment" , when i use to said in my head,  whispering in my thoughts , push me away , because that way , i'll understand that everything is done, i must say that , even though  i said it  in my head , never imagined happening , until now, you'r pushing me away , like saying , our time is over! How stupid of me , thinking that everything it was going to be exactly the same way it was, when you left , how stupid isn't it ?????
you always knew better than me , and that doesn't makes you bad , or a heartless person, makes you so CLEVER, but me ???? , yes, i meet a person that was exactly what i always wanted, and that makes me , just even more human.
I cant believe that my time is over,  there are no second chances anymore," lets see what happends tomorrow ", no ,,,, this is it ! This is the hardest part, because, i finally see things from another perspective ,
I believe that the best thing i did was , just letting it happen THE WAY IT HAPPENED; because, i've learn something , that life is so surprisingly unexpected, that sometimes life manage to gave us things, and those things easily can go , but they change you , in a very good way ! i feel sad aswell , dissapointed , that obviously things did not went to my way , but you taught me so much , that thank you , is the right word that easily comes to my mind ...
I will walk away , wishing that life surprise me one more time, the same way it surprised me when I met you !
We are complicated: human beings ....., because, when we want something and we get it, after a while , we get bored, but when something unexpected comes and turns our world up side down , and makes a mess out of us, we end up loving it  ...
I end it up , loving every single moment,  minute, and second , that I spend right next to you, ! without a single doubt, you were the most beautiful unexpected person i've ever knew !