How much time do you have left ???

Why we can't appreciate what we have right now? Why do we need to be on edge, or in danger , to really put things on perspective... 
You can say, is because people work better under pressure , or because in those moments you feel scared to dead,  but the truth is that is, that  only when we feel that something or someone is gonna be taken away from us, is when we really appreciate things.... 
WE always say, there will be time, to change the things that are mess up with me, there will be time , to get better, but what if you don't have any more time, what if , you'r running out of opportunities, and the time to change is NOW. 
The point is, and what Im trying to say is, you dont need to feel on edge, or scared to dead, or dying, to make changes, no matter how big or small they are, cuz , there's no time to waste...
I ask myself a question, When Im gonna change? and then anwers started to come out, like, when you lost everything, when you be lying on bed dying, when people do  not take you seriously anymore, WHEN ???
And with changes comes , Decisions , that definitely don't make it easier, cuz , are hard to make , and that means,  you have to give up on somethings , to focus on," important" things.
After reading all that , ask yourself a question , How much time do I have left ???'